I swore up and down
I promised myself just one thing
I built those walls so high
So no one could ever destroy me again
but, for you I slowly let them down.
I let you in fully and I was happy
I felt safe and secure and whole.
My walls were still there
but they were no longer blocking you out.
I felt at home. I felt needed and wanted.
Those walls came tumbling down and I let you in…
I let you in, and I was okay with it
I was more then okay… I was excited.
But, that wasn’t enough.
Oh no of course it wasn’t.
I was still in the wrong, or maybe it was you
Either way, I became hurt.
And people beg to be let in
but why the FUCK should I let anyone in?
My walls were made of upset thoughts and a broken heart
but now, well now they are impenetrable.
These walls are made of anger, tears, and much more.
To let someone in again will be the hardest thing I will ever do.
i think its funny how there are some actors who played a role for so long that its almost impossible for me to see them as anything else
and then there are some actors who’ve done so many roles i dont even see them as actors anymore it’s just them as themselves in another movie
and then there are actors who you’re not quite sure what they really look like